Monday, January 19, 2009

Still Nothing...

Well I still haven't heard from Josh. I bet he is so busy. I find myself just looking at my phone all the time as if he might call at that second or maybe i might have missed his call some how some way. I cant wait to hear from him so i can hear his voice and get his address. I have like 5 letters already to send to him, so i need his address PRONTO!

Well yesterday was a little hard in the evening. I asked bailey who usually sits next to me at dinner and I was expecting her to say "Dada" but instead she said "Dada" and then looked around like... Where has he been? It was so hard to see her do that because I cant explain well enough for her to understand where he is. We kiss his picture every day and call him on her cell phone, she has imaginary conversations with him (adorable) and I ask her all the time if she loves her Daddy and she shakes her head yes. So Its just hard i know as time goes on she is going to be like... Where is my Daddy? and I'm not to sure on how i'm going to handle that, but i'll take it day by day.

I can't believe its only Monday and it feels like its been at least two weeks! 16 Weeks are going to crawl by... I want them to FLY by, but that just wont happen.

I hope to hear from him soon!

I miss him DEARLY!

1 comment:

Shawna said...

wow - 16 weeks?? is that basic plus training for his job? mike was in basic for 8 weeks i think then at school for at least 9 months.